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06/24/06

Piglet: How do you spell love?

Pooh: You don't spell it. You feel it.

Birthday

this is me right now. haha.

I am now officially an adult. Well, I don't know how being an adult is really made official. Is it with age? Er, doesn't matter anyway.

There's been a lot of changes. I've been through a lot of changes. Like, gaining weight (yeah, that's change!). There has been a lot of changes with work too. I mean, my tasks are getting bigger--which roughly translates to more pressure. Pressure at work is killing me. But I have to deal with that. And of course, the one big change that happened.

I'm not entirely sure if I'm at a good place right now, but it is definitely somewhere.

"The only way to find true happiness is to risk being completely cut open."

Missing

I love you, I really do. I'm just so darn confused. This is cheesy, but I've lost my way.

Fucked

"So many roads, so many detours. So many choices, so many mistakes. As we drive along this road called life, occasionally a gal will find herself a little lost. And when that happens, I guess she has to let go of the coulda, shoulda, woulda, buckle up and just keep going."

Never thought I'd find myself in a crossroad.

Politics

It was like any other Friday night in the office. We were planning to go to Metrowalk for our regular gimmick night. But since Pepeng was coming, many of us opted to just go home and postpone our night out. We were about to leave the office when Ms. Claire talked to Cheane. Cheane's bag was already strapped on her shoulder, waiting for me to finish up. To make the long story short, Cheane was fired. Right then and there.

@#&*(^&$)&(&!(

None of us expected that to happen. Well maybe except for one. ^*$)(%$**%$ talaga ang pulitika sa corporate world!

Monday will be surreal for me. Sabay kami ni Cheane pumasok sa company, super close na kami, grabe na bonding namin. Not seeing Cheane on Monday, and the days after that will be weird, awkward, and sad. I don't have anyone to talk to in the office anymore. Darn.

I hope karma gets back at that certain someone who washed her hands clean and put all the blame on Cheane just because she knows she'll get fired once the big bosses find out that it was her who fucked up everything.

All I have for you on Monday is my hand. Yes, you'll be talking to my hand from now on.